I just wanted to forget about it for a while, But then I remembered that you don’t forget about things like that.
You don’t forget about death, you don’t forget about the person death took from you. You try to repress it underneath all the daily shit life throws at you and then BAM! It just appears suddenly, out of nowhere. You realize you lost the person who meant the world to you and it has been seven years. You realize you have been playing hide and seek with yourself for the past few weeks acting as if you didn’t remember the anniversary when you did. But it was easier trying to forget about it and not talk about it at all.
But then I remembered that you don’t forget about things like that.